and .... im dead '

yeahp . i dreamed that i was dead. well... and not just me
i saw 2 people dead. me . a randon motoboy . and... his daughter.

i was on my computer , talking to m mom.. suddly . im dead. heart attack.  ( really ? ) 
too much drugs. ( maybe one day )
neddes toooo much to do this.
im not that addicted
i think...
im not'

well ...
then... the only one who hear me was my mom , and the others dead people. weard .
at begging was funl. i walk in the streeat jumping and dancing , nobory cares about. course . i was dead. invisible. my soul was free... touching the living given them chill... so cool . but then . BAM!
MOM HE NEED TO KNOW ! . -  call him !! right now "
....
...
...
...
no answer .. of course , he dosent care . why would him.
...
...
still nothing .
..
...
...
..
- who is it ? 

- HEEY , i was looking for the Gentle guy. 

- hes busy . 

- PLEASE " ITS AN EMERGENCY 
( call 911 ? )

- he cant talk now !!!

- tell him to call me back asap.

tu tu tu tu tu ...

great call.

MOM NEED TO TALK TO SHARKBOY !

- omg no darling. 

ok ;-; he problably would cry a lot. and maybe kill him self . such a problematic boy


then . i was in a camp . that vacation one... full of kids ( perfect place '-- ) 
but it was weard .. kids annd instructurs running in panic everywhere ..  chaos.
( now its good )
and i saw rocks coming over the walls .. groups of children runing with some kind of turtle shell in their backs.. to protec them ..
( fail )
well.. didnt work for everyone ..
a little girl was left behind .
the small one. long golden hair.
but. she was hit by one of the rocks... i knew it who she was .
his daughter .
my heart just stopps .
omg , she was ... she didnt move .
when i got near. i saw her body nest to the rock ...
- are u okay ?  ( of course ¬¬ )
..
..
..
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- i am.

 WTF GIRL

- u can see me ?!?!

- i can. 

SHIT. MOM SHE IS TALKING TO ME. SHE IS DEAD!!!!

- omg darling come over here. look , your are dead.
i know your dad. and , u cant see him anymore.

and i woke up.

with this girl at my mind. and the sensation of being abandoned. alone. tottaly.

i cant have your love. so i create one. little and cute.